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请问, 心 、 能痛到 什么地步 。 才是尽头
2009年4月17日星期五


心 很 痛..

没 人 能 了 解 我 的 心 情,...



其实我也不希望别人了解,

什么事自己担着..


用微笑来掩饰一切,

是现在我唯一能做的....



自己痛苦,自己伤心,自己彷徨,自己躲在没有人的地方哭泣..

自己承担着这1切,不让任何人发现..


虽然你看不到,


但是,


바보, 좋아해요


其实我也没勇气跟你说,...

说了可能会更糟糕..


都是自己犯贱 ..


我会慢慢地醒悟.

不再痴心妄想......

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oh well..
2009年4月13日星期一

1.Are you single - oh,yes

2.Are you happy - oh,maybe

3.Are you bored - .....YES!

4.Are you fair - for some parts of the body..likeXXXXXXX

5.Are you italian - ermm...do i look like 1?

Are you intelligent -well,of course

7.Are you good -i'm awesome

8.Are you honest -well,no.

9.Are you nice - yes,super nice~

10.Are you Irish - umm...

11.Are you Asian - then?


1.Full name - liu jia xuan
2.Nicknames - xuan,ham:/
3.Birth place - china
4.Hair Colour -dark brown
5.Natural hair style - like center part.....
6.Eye colour - dark brown
7.Birthday - 19/01/1993
8.Mood - emo-ing
9.Fav colour(s) - blue,hot pink,purple,yellow,white,blabla
10.One place you'd like to visit -korea!

10 things about my love life.
1.Have you ever been in love - uh..yes
2.Do you believe in love at first sight - yes.
3.Do you currently hav a crush - yes
4.Have you ever been hurt emotionally - ..yes
5.Have you ever broken someone's heart - how i knw..
6.Have you ever had your heart broken - yes..like now....
7.Have you ever liked someone without telling them- like now....
8.Are you afraid of commitment - ......................................
9.Who was the last person you hugged -uh...peihua?
10.Who was the last person you said ily to - ........stm

10 This Or Thats1.Love or lost -
1.Love or lost -none
2.Hard liquor or beer - beer
3.Cat or dog - both
4.A few best friends or alot of regular friends - a few bff
5.Creamy or crunchy - crunchy
6.Pencil or pen - pencil
7.Wild night out or romantic night out - romantic/wild........
8.Money or happiness - no money no happiness..
9.Night or Day - depends
10.IM or phone - phone

'HaveYouEvers'
1.Been caught sneaking out - yes
2.Seen a polar bear - of couse-.-
3.Done something you regret - a lot.like came to singapore?!
4.Bungee jumped - yes!it's awesome
5.Ate food that fell on the floor - :/yes...
6.Finish entire jawbreaker - ...........................
7.Been caught naked - yes...my mum caught me.....-.-
8.Wanted an ex gf/bf back - no!never.
9.Cried because you lost a pet - ..a lot of times edi.
10.Wanted to disappear - like NOW!

10 preferences in a partner.
1.Eyes or smile - small
2.Light or dark hair - depends
3.Kisses or hugs - depends
4.Shorter or taller - tallererrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
5.Intelligent or attraction - both are required
6.Topman or Zara - ..........................
7.Funny or serious - funny
8.Older or Younger - older...like duh,,,,,,
9.Outgoing or quiet - outgoing..
10.Sweet or Bad -sweet.

'HaveYous'
1.performed in front of a large crowd - ..like a billion times..
2.ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - like a million times
3.ever walked on hands - yes...
4.ever been to a rock concert - ermm...should be yes...
5.ever been in a cheerleading team - yea..once upon a time.......
6.ever been in a dance team - like since i was 5...............
7.ever been in a sports team - never....sports..:/
8.ever been in a drama play/production - ummm,yea..
9.ever owned a BMW/Mercedes Benz/Escalade/Hummer/Bently -no...
10.ever been in a rap video - how could i?

Lasts'
1.last phone call you made - jinming
2.Last person you hugged - peihua?
3.last person you hung out with - jinming
4.last time you worked - 2008
5.last person you talked to - wq
6.last person you IM'd - ...............
7.last person you texted -wq
8.last person you went to a movie with -wq..
9.last person you missed - ....i know can edi..
10.last website visited - like blogger......

o1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?- cheek
o2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?- chaotic
03. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?- stm...
o4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?- yea..in a certain way..
o5. Will you ever donate blood ?- yes..i wish.when i'm 18
o6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?- yea...
o7. Do you want someone to be dead ?- yes! alot..
o8. What does your last text message say ?- chinese chinese#%^&*&^%$#$%
o9. What are you thinking right now ?- sa1&wth so many qns....
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?- yea......
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?- 00:12sth..
12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?- school....-.-
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?- yea......
14. Who was the last person(s) who text you ?- wq

Ten Lucky Person to do this quiz ;
1)jinming
2)huiqing
3)peihua
4)xueyi
5)yiying
6)wq..and he don't even blog....
7)zengjia
8)vivian
9) xiaoyu
10) heather..
15. Who is 2 having a relationship with ? huiqing
-oh ,me~
16. Is 3 a male or a female ?peihua
-she is a male.
17.If 7 and 10 get together , would it be a good thing ?zengjia+heather
-ermm..can la..but....kinda weird.
18. What is 1 studying about ? jinming
-ermm,the book titled"jiaxuan"
19. When was the last time you chatted with 2. huiqing
-few hours ago
2o. Is 8 single ? vivian
-sad to say,no.
21. Say something about 2. huiqing
-wo hen ai ta~
22. What do you think about 3 & 6 being together ? peihua+wq:/
-oh,w0w..congrats ..
23. Describe 9 . xiaoyu
-ermmmermmermmermmermm
24. What will you do if 6 n 7 fight ? wq +zengjia
-join them.and fight together,
25 Do you like 8 ? vivian.
-oh yes!

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用微笑来掩盖1切。。。
2009年4月1日星期三


今天。。

突然之间。。

不知怎么了。。

心情莫名其妙的差。。

看着键盘发呆。。



或许那些话你没当真。。

但是说出来,我觉得终于可以喘口气。

但其实仔细想想。

我跟你等于两个不同的世界。。


呵,可能这就是我心情不好的原因吧。。


哎,罢了。。

坚持着。。

人不就是贱么。。要等到自己伤痕累累的时候才知道

原来自己爱上了1个刺猬。。

原来自己坚持了不该坚持的,

原来自己放弃了不该放弃的。。

原来自己的感情都是多余的。。

原来自己是痴心妄想的。。

原来自己是配不上你的。。

原来自己是不被人重视的。

原来自己真的深爱着你。。

原来。。。

等到发现真相的时候。。

一直 在暗处默默注视着你的--我。。

早已经遍体鳞伤了。。


或许,

我自己是个刺猬。。

但是为了配得上你。。

我把我自己身上的刺,

忍着痛,剧烈的痛。。

1根1根的拔掉。。


但是,等到我累得时候。。

我不会再在乎你的感受。

我不会再在乎你的看法。

我不会再在乎你的要求。

我不会再在乎你的一切。。


毫不犹豫地1根1根的找回那些亲手被我拔掉的词。。。


因为你受的伤太多太多。。

所以我需要他们来当作保护。。


厌恶了每次受伤的都是我。

厌恶了每次付出的都是我。

厌恶了每次犯贱的都是我。

厌恶了每次主动的都是我。

厌恶了每次放弃的都是我。


厌恶了默默的跟在你的后面。。

却看不到你的喜怒哀乐。。

给了别人,而不是1直注视着你的我。。

是否等我心碎了,你才摸得到我的心痛?

爱情,是一场能教会你怎么去心痛的追逐 ...

曾经以为心痛只是一个形容词而已,不想 ...


所以,当我累了,当我放弃了,当我堕落了。。

记得,你要幸福。。

才值得我被你刺的千疮百孔。

才值得我一直抬头仰望着你,

才值得我为你改变后的自己。

才值得我为了你而遍体鳞伤。

才值得,我心里面,行动上付出的一切一切。。。。。



太多太多的话想告诉你。。

记得你给我的安慰。

记得你容忍我的任性。

记得你给我的忠告。

记得你给我的你并不在乎的但却深深抚平了我伤口的话。

记得你给我的万分之一的施舍。

记得你给我的耐心。

记得你给我的关怀。不管是真心还是虚假,对我来说都充满意义。。

记得你给我的1个微笑。。。。。。


你的味道。

你的表情

你的虎牙。

你的微笑。

你的调皮。(当你要把我推给别人时)

你的语气。

你的固执、、、

想到这些。泪水很不争气的留了下来。。

现在的我。只能用微笑来掩盖1且。


你的一切。

我不会忘记,我会把它1层层地埋在心里。。

不让它复活。。。


等到那1天,我真的放弃的那1天。。。、

对你的感情和你将1起被埋葬在我的心里的最深处。

.....充满恐惧和期待的等待那天的到来。。。、

告别了,

曾经让我心痛的爱,

goodbye..

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